Drama That is Unwanted

Well most of the time i would love a book like this if the main character wasn't utterly painful read about further than the first 100 pages. Relating to her feelings is easy but i am that stupid to go to a concert and after party for a band i love when no parental unit would let. Sure I would be mad but I would watch it on you tube and seek a new favorite band which is half the fun of losing a band. This chick is nuts but i want her to fall in love with this "independent" guy named Sam Creek. Well she is going to the concert where i am right now ( page 164 f.y.i.)
But i am trying to look on the bright side that Will half screwed up. I am finding new ways to express my emotions and learning colorful ideas of getting my way. My dad will so love that! "Like most truely creative people, I loathe suburbs. Living in the suburbs is like being dead, only with cable TV and pizza delivery...Dellwood, however, was an empty stage to which I was allowed to bring my own script...I could choose whatever role I wanted-be whatever I wanted to be- and no one would know any better... I would be the source of nourishment to those starving embryonic souls who were looking for true passion and meaning in their humdurm lives. At last I could start to be the great actor Lola Cep... I think it's safe to say that no one at Deadwood High- student body and staff alike- had ever seen anyone quite like me." Well this passages that I combined are describing her state of mind and sort who she is. Nothing has happened yet expect her name is Mary Elizabeth Cep and prefers to be called Lola Cep. She is moving from the rocking New York (best place in the world i might add) to Dead i mean Dellwood, New Jersey it's a boring suburb.
When i started reading I fell love but i didn't know it was a CON book. I seem to share the emotions and thoughts about life. I absolutely dislike this town and state. Nothing ever really happens that's interesting and only disney channel and what others' think seems to matter. Creativity seems to go in one ear and out the other. It is really rare to find someone really into the things I am into. We all have wishes and mine is to become someone that acts, well that's wish number 5. But to practice on any day. When you act like your character in public you see what to public likes (or if that annoying one that is fun to play). As much as have wanted to move to change me and leave the place where mockery and glossy magazines and people with just bad attitudes. I am to attached to the ocean to leave for good but i could easily if it wasn't there to clam me down in this place. I guess with every bad place you visit there is one thing that keeps things going for you until you can change your ways. For Lola it is the empty stage for me it is the ocean. But in some freaky way that was connected (don't ask me again read with an open mind)